So, I will be turning 40 years old, in 16 days time. Forty! All of me was freaking out because
I never wanted to be this old, OMG! I wanted to be young and child-like forever, free of this
I can feel my body is starting to change, it is requiring more and more maintenance.
I don’t mind the growing old, I do mind the more maintenance part.
Maintenance how—>> you ask?
Dentistry! I have been to the dentist 4 times this year, drilling, fixing, telling me,
my gums are receding due to age, and that I must be more careful.
Optometrist! I could no longer read the “fine”print on labels, so I needed new spectacles.
I now have 3 pairs of spectacles, one for reading, one for seeing long distance, one for the sunshine.
Reading a label at any Pick ‘n Pay store, feels like a mission. Just like cleaning my spectacles, I need
a pair of specs to clean and to see it.
Maintaining! I have started doing gym training again because I love feeling stronger but
what I used to do, seems old, so I have to add new strengthening methods to achieve the same
Sanctuary! I love being in my space at home, it makes me feel so good, so much so that
I don’t want to go anywhere, anymore.
I am a hobbit! a Creature of habit too.
SHAG fit! In my 20s I could do a weekend of shagging, with little or no sleep, it was a marathon.
Poor WP was to happy to go to work on Monday mornings! If I have to choose sleep vs shag, I choose sleep.
I need more sleep. I am loving sleep. Sleep is my friend.
I feel bad because his parents shag 3 times a week, and I battle to keep up!
It appears that if you don’t use it, you loose it, and hey I do love a good orgasm or 50!
Everyone woman does, Vitamin P is good for you.
Snooze! Every afternoon, I sneak in a snooze! it is the mostly heavenly feeling ever.
Hair! I was watching Wp shave the other day and the razor found its way to his nostrils,
this picture stuck in my head and I illustrated it to him with much laughter, his rebuff to me
wait wait, you’ll be 40 and hairer…..It is true. My hair is growing, with the odd grey curly hair
reaching for the ceiling, so far, I have counted 6 new grey hairs this week. So I accepted it.
My forearms are hairer for sure also. (wise WP)
MATURE feeling! I started feeling more matured and then I knew, oh shit!
I have grown up, just like that. I no longer want to save people, or the planet,
I just want to be the best I can, to be a good human being, to lower my impact on the planet
in whatever way I can. Assisting others to heal, is one way for me. …
ACCEPTANCE! Accepting that this is the body I have which I do amazing things with.
I do yoga. I walk everyday. I do weights. I have sex. I sleep, I eat chocolates, crisp,
I enjoy all the wonderful tastes that I can. I derive great pleasure out of eating yummy
food. I call it my food porn experience. Just look at my facebook, I love good food, no
doubt. It definitely goes with good company and tons of Laughter.
I guess I am at the stage, when you realize, the values of maintaining yourself,
maintaining the vital parts of teeth, ears, eyes and relationships even with yourself,
LOVING yourself is Nurturing yourself enough and Knowing its ok.
I massaged an Australian lady who is in SUCH GOOD condition and I told her how
well maintained she is, SHE replied with : I LOOK after myself WELL! VERY WELL.
Imagine if 2016, we could all say : I am well looked after, and there was no signs of neglect….
WOW!~what a thought.
Plan of Action: More Reiki and More MASSAGES……………For me, definitely.
Last few days of 39 ######