I’m no GURU, it is true. I am just as human as you.
I have my faults and my failings, I am a woman seeking to discover my True Light,
to push my own
boundaries, to learn about my limitations,
no matter how uncomfortable it is.
I believe in living a spirit filled life which means embracing all aspects of me:
my light which is joy, laughter, fun, light heartedness, forgiveness.
my darkness which is depression, fear, hardened hard, fault finding
my brat, my adolescent self, my adult self, my goddess self.
I believe as I journey on, I keep learning, I wipe the tears, I heal the heart, I keep moving,
as this is all I know. I choose to keep at it.
I once had my tarot read by a parot, he was pretty apt.
I once had my jyotish (hindu astrologer) read my life path in Tamil for 2 hrs,
after which he refused payment from me, he too was very apt.
I am human, I dream, I romanticise, I create, I am me.
I cannot be anyone else, but me, because I am happy.
I choose happiness everyday, because I love me, sometimes more, sometimes less.
Lessons have carved aspects of my warrior, the heartbreak, the endurance and
perserverance in whatever life throws my way, it has created who I am, me.
Warrior, Healer, Shaman, Therapist, Massager, Wife, counsellor, friend,
Partner, . . . .
In so doing, it has sculpted me for the path which lies ahead for the journeys
to be taken, for the lessons to come, I know I am strong enough to embrace
them all, I have a shield of blue light, an Ethane to cut – whomever off, I step forward
leaping into it, because I can only move forward, the past is no more,
the future is unknown, all I have is this moment of leaping in, because
this is all I have.